writing it...

things are getting worse for me these days...
i thought i could just live a simple life as i could like yesterdays...
but things have changed...
first of all, i had a quarell with my boss yesterday morning. i was so fired up and i kept on thinking of ways to make him regret. my mood wasn't good the whole day. i changed my tyres without his acknowlegdement and putting the bill on him. then he wanted my salary for doing so. what the fuck. first of all he took away my commission that he's suppose to give me. my commission for months!! what the fuck! now u wanna deduct my salary over those tyres? asshole. those commission cost alot more than those tyres fucker!
secondly, i received a call from my mum this noon. she told me that she received a traffic summon for my car. it wasnt just 1 but 2! as i could remember i was stopped by the police for speeding once only! and at that time the police asked for a bribe but i was broke so i ended up being released. but who knows... that fucker screwed me. i'm gonna find that police and report him for receiving bribes. i'm not letting him having a good time.
thirdly, the results for university application was announced today. i received calls from friends asking whether i got the offer o not. what the fuck. i got a bad result ok? isnt it appealing enough? fuck! i think i'm goin nuts! feel like going to commit suicide like the guy who worked in the bank in miri. jumpin off tall buildings and busting my head on the motorcycle.
AARRRRGGGHHHH!!! get these off me! give me break! i don't have the mood to continue my studies now. what do want me to do?? troubles troubles. wish that the rain would come pouring on me washing all the blemishes and leavin me clean...

20 years of blindness a misleading....

finally coming to an end....

will begin anew with opened eyes...

the world awaits as more obstacle are ahead for me to overcome...

i'll fall and i'll stand again...

i'll bleed and i'll run again...

someday you'll see me flying as im dreaming

it's been quite a while since i last blog... really don't know what to blog...
i'm here juz to drop a few words n also juz to update my blog...
well... seems like life's getting bored these days especially the starting of this year... well.. maybe coz it's the end of skl?? everyone went on their own way n live the life they had... really felt a lil fustrated at some friends(dun need 2 mention them lah).. invited them for some gethering n who knows they just 'put aeroplane'... and some friends le... got partner d... always get rejected when i ask him 2 hang out... coz he's always bz with his partner tho..
hmmm.... i'm just sitting in my office room craving for some entertainment... feels like an ass her e... today's the 13 and tomorrow is the 14... which means that tomorrow will b another lonely day for me... valentine valentine valentine... who want to be my valentine?? hmm... i guess it isn't necessary for everyone to find a valentine on valentine's day... why isn't a day for loners?? haha.. it just make loners feel worst tho... haha...
valentine's day a day for love?? i don't think so... i think it's a day created by some poor florist who can't find any business selling flowers... people are making money coz of this stupid event!! shyt la... everything's about money these days... if u wanna bring a gal out... u need to prepare some money(well no only some money but loads of money).. girls could be very demanding.. so it's still safe to be single if your still in some money crisis... hey!! election is coming soon..!! better get in mind who ur voting for... voting for ur valentine wouldn't help k?? vote for those opposing the govenments...!!

p.s. no money no honey