Wednesday, June 18, 2008
things are getting worse for me these days...
i thought i could just live a simple life as i could like yesterdays...
but things have changed...
first of all, i had a quarell with my boss yesterday morning. i was so fired up and i kept on thinking of ways to make him regret. my mood wasn't good the whole day. i changed my tyres without his acknowlegdement and putting the bill on him. then he wanted my salary for doing so. what the fuck. first of all he took away my commission that he's suppose to give me. my commission for months!! what the fuck! now u wanna deduct my salary over those tyres? asshole. those commission cost alot more than those tyres fucker!
secondly, i received a call from my mum this noon. she told me that she received a traffic summon for my car. it wasnt just 1 but 2! as i could remember i was stopped by the police for speeding once only! and at that time the police asked for a bribe but i was broke so i ended up being released. but who knows... that fucker screwed me. i'm gonna find that police and report him for receiving bribes. i'm not letting him having a good time.
thirdly, the results for university application was announced today. i received calls from friends asking whether i got the offer o not. what the fuck. i got a bad result ok? isnt it appealing enough? fuck! i think i'm goin nuts! feel like going to commit suicide like the guy who worked in the bank in miri. jumpin off tall buildings and busting my head on the motorcycle.
AARRRRGGGHHHH!!! get these off me! give me break! i don't have the mood to continue my studies now. what do want me to do?? troubles troubles. wish that the rain would come pouring on me washing all the blemishes and leavin me clean...
